www.neil.blog memo to myself. do the dumb things i gotta do. touch the puppet head.

November 8, 2005

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Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , , — lj @ 12:23 am

Hello. Things are going swimmingly. I’m picking out classes for next semester and it’s kind of nervewracking, especially since I’m a freshman, by the time I go to register the classes I want might be filled? I have a tentative schedule picked out though, and if I can get it, it would make my life. I’m nervous about the future but I think it will be fun. Some literature (intro & american); basic music class; intro to logic; photography I. All afternoon classes, nothing on Friday.

I’m still intrigued every day by the beauty of autumn; I don’t know why I never noticed it before, the other 17 times I’ve seen this season come around. I enjoy waking up and driving to school, especially if my car is warm from sitting in the sun, and I don’t have to rush. The little things.

Tonight was Gratitude at the Axis. Drove in, made it to Boston, then I took a wrong turn (or 9) and ended up in Chelsea, nowhere near our intended destination. A Burger King, a bridge, and walking in circles to find the T stop, and eventually we got there. It was such a great show. I can’t even tell you. I haven’t smiled that hard at a concert in forever. “Lukewarm” is a wonderful song.

Sometimes I feel like I want a girlfriend but I’m really just too lazy to find one.

November 2, 2005

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Filed under: Uncategorized — lj @ 9:47 am

I would just like to apologize to anyone that’s ridden in my car in the past.. 3 months? I cleaned it out yesterday and had an entire bag of trash, and an entire basked of stuff I need. Soda bottles, scarves, Moes cups, a camera, old magazines, Mapquest printouts to everyone’s house that I’ve driven to since June, lots of change, a duct tape sword, baseballs, newspapers, and shoes. And a giant tarp. And an umbrella, which was half-opened underneath the seat. Anyhow the thing was gross. I’m sorry.

O YAH I got a new car. It’s pretty much the greatest. 1991 Buick Park Ave. My dad found it on Craigslist for me. Which was weird. MY DAD HATES THE INTERNET. But I really like this car, it was such a better deal than the last one I bought. It also has a sunroof (or is it a moonroof?), which seems really awkward on a Buick. The thing is a boat. AND I’M KEEPING IT CLEAN. And it has a huge backseat 😉

October was a good month. I took a lot of pictures with my new camera. Then I accidentally exposed all my film. THAT SUCKED. Also, I’m kind of sick, my nose is runny and my throat feels swollen. I’m at school and watching MTV. Ryan Cabrera is ugly.

October 31, 2005

i’m really tired.

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , , — lj @ 1:27 am

I’m thinking about leaving Winamp and switching to iTunes. Also considering replacing my Rio Karma with an iPod.

BRIEF SURVEY: What program do you use to play music, and what MP3 player do you own? Why did you choose these?

Yeah, great everyone, I’m glad you got an extra hour of sleep last night. Too bad it fucking gets dark at 5pm. This sucks.

Saw the New Amsterdams on Saturday night. Such a good show. Check them out on this tour if you get a chance.

Parties tomorrow? I’m working til 9 and need something to do. plz advise

October 27, 2005

Who cares about lj-cuts.

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , — lj @ 2:54 pm

Yesterday I bought a car. It’s a 1991 Buick Regal. Pretty much the same one I drive now, only newer and fewer miles. Or so we thought. The odometer says 96,000 miles. Fine. The title from the previous owner, dated August 2003, says 106,000. This is easy enough to attribute to a lazy car dealer who took a customer estimate rather than going out to check the actual mileage. So whatever, I was hyped. I let my dad drive it to work today so he could have the guys in his shop check it out and get professional opinions.

So he calls me this morning and says he found old papers in the glovebox, like from ’99, that says the car had 103,000 miles on it. That was 5 years ago. So someone fucking rolled back the odometer. Adam and Rene both warned me against buying cars from Pudgy’s, but I did anyhow, and got screwed. Oh yeah, there’s a giant hole in the gas tank, and I put almost $40 in there yesterday. WHAT A JOKE. I’m returning the car today.

Here are some pictures. The first one is for Annie and Tracy. Everything else is just from the summer and later that I just felt like scanning.

DARGON
burned minivan
crap by the trains
train hopping
this was in my yard
some fire thing
foodcourt
post-crash
paris cinema

October 19, 2005

i will follow you into the dark..

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , , , — lj @ 1:51 am

Another COMPLAINING ABOUT COLLEGE post. I HATE COLLEGE. I don’t think I’m doing this again next year. There is only 1 class that I like, and I’m not even learning anything.. I just like it.

Right now I’m supposed to be writing some “letter to the editor” for my english class, but I don’t want to do it because there is NO POINT. I’m not learning anything by doing it. FUCK what is this, high school?

Oh yeah, I’m the Business Manager for the school paper.. I have to organize all this advertising stuff, and invoice people, and do budgeting, and I’m really backed up and I’m afraid people are going to hate me.

I just want to sit here and listen to gangsta rap. And spoon with someone.

Death Cab last night was awesome. They seriously played every song I ever wanted them to play, including Photobooth and I Was A Kaliedoscope, which made me think of Rachel because 3 years ago before we really knew each other, she told me to download that song and then we hung out and listened to it and it was the first time we hung out. I love Rachel. Went with Rene, Eric L, and his girlfriend. Met up with Tiel between sets. It was a good time.

SO GOOD, in fact, that Crystalyn and I are attending Death Cab’s performance in Providence this weekend. I’m excited because, though I don’t miss Death Cab, I dearly miss Crystalyn and can’t wait for Saturday.

October 17, 2005

quote of the weekend: “dude.. that kid, your friend tony, he’s a clown.” -my brother

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , , , — lj @ 12:24 am

I skipped my English class on Friday because it’s pointless and we just watch movies that don’t relate to anything. I want to LEARN. This isn’t high school, where I was HAPPY if we watched The Sandlot every week for no reason. I’m taking an English Comp class so I can learn how to write, but nothing has happened so far.

Sakura Tokyo for lunch with Sean, ice skating with fun kids, then Friday’s. The town was mostly flooded Saturday, some cars and houses underwater, my neighbor’s basement was flooded about 4′ and there were firetrucks everywhere and there was no way into town. Luckily, FEMA wasn’t involved in the cleanup in any way. And it finally stopped raining after an entire week, and the sun came out, and when I saw it I wanted to call Crystalyn to tell her but my phone wouldn’t work.

Sean got me on the guest list for the Reggie/Alkaline Trio/My Chemical Romance show, and NOBODY could come with me, so I took my little brother Ryan. He had a blast, and it made me feel like a good big brother, for once. I WISH I HAD A BIG BROTHER THAT WOULD DO FUN STUFF WITH ME. Met up with TonyJ, he was quite the entertainer. It was so weird seeing Reggie open for My Chem and having kids around me be like “who the fuck is this band,” when 3 years ago it was the exact opposite. I’M NOT INFERRING ANYTHING ABOUT THE SCENE, I’m just saying it’s strange to .. NEVERMIND.

Oh yeah, I HATE IT when a band says WOW I LOVE COMING TO (city name), THIS IS THE BEST FUCKING SHOW ALL TOUR, because SHUT UP we know you’re just saying that.

October 10, 2005

thixs is my first drunk livejournal post eevar

Filed under: Uncategorized — lj @ 1:30 am

hi. i took this weekend off and i just sleep till 2 and don’t do anything. who wants to come clothes shopping with me tomorrow? also we should buy me a car. i have $1,900 in the bank and i would like fall clothes and new jeans and a car. a buick, if we can find one. i’m drunk. and lonely. please be my girlfriend. the decemberists were fun. i don’t think i have anything else ot say. bye

October 2, 2005

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Filed under: Uncategorized — lj @ 12:52 am

I AM SUCH A FUCKING PUSSY.

I also have a terrible habit of putting myself in situations where I know I will probably get hurt, and not being able to stop myself.

I feel like it is entirely selfish of me to want a girlfriend, because I know I will be a less-than-ideal boyfriend because I’m always working or at school. I’m sorry.

Rene bought our tickets for The Decemberists this weekend, and Death Cab after that. So hyped.

I just spent $250 fixing the exhaust on my car, which is really not even mine, it’s my dad’s. I still need a new car. Crap. I’m falling asleep as I write this. Tonight I hung out with Hannah and Sarah Gill Who Always Gets Mentioned With Her Last Name. We went to McDonalds. Last night I hung out with my babci and we went to Tatnuck and visited Rachel and then had dinner and made fun of each other like we do.

I’m pretty sure tomorrow at catholic churches, there is an anti-gay marriage petition being passed around. Please don’t sign it, if you happen to come across one.

Holy shit. I fell asleep writing this. I’m leaving it here for historical posterity. Time to get ready for work.

September 27, 2005

i dont care what you have to say about it.

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: — lj @ 12:30 am

My teeth hurt. Every day. I carry around Aleve with me and pop one or two a day. It sucks.

School is fun. Not fun. That’s not the right word. But I enjoy it. I wish I could spend more time there.

My weekend was fun. I think that’s the right word. Smoked myself stupid. Forgot everything. Celebrated Rod’s birthday at Tortilla Sam’s with a bunch of people and a 40 of Mike’s, which did absolutely nothing except make my mouth sticky. Went to Hannah’s and hung out with her, Chelsea(!!) and Sarahgill, yeah everybody already heard what happened because Hannah has a BIG MOUTH and makes these things her mission. Anyhow at least I finally met someone that I hear about all the time. Today Hannah and I got McDonald’s and had a rendevous with Jolene at CVS.

I miss Rachel, Julia, Crystalyn, Cailah, and you.

Oh yeah, that whole thing where I thought I was gay, I’m over that. Especially since gross boys keep sending me Myspace messages. NOTHX. I like girls.

September 21, 2005

you’d better act fast

Filed under: Uncategorized — lj @ 12:17 am

I should be in bed but I just drank a bunch of cofee and now I can’t sleep.

School is okay so far. I think being a commuter takes a lot away from the whole “college experience” you see on TV. I’m trying to overcome that by doing dumb activities (like sand art) and joining groups (newspaper, radio). It will be fine. Classes aren’t that bad. English Comp II sucks. I wrote that essay to get into it, but I probably shouldn’t have. I don’t actually have any real writing skill. I mostly just BS everything I ever write. By getting exempt from Comp I, it’s like saying I have the skills I would have learned in there already. I don’t. Looks like I screwed myself over on that one. I dropped Health because it seemed lame.

Studies of Race, Nation, Gender, and Sexuality is okay. It’s kind of intense. I think it will be fun. Maybe fun isn’t the right word. Once again, proof of my poor writing skills. I can’t even think of adjectives.

Favorite class: World Literature. I really like the African stories, which is all we’ve done so far. Besides the poems, which I don’t really like. I could never get my mind around poetry. Plus, that class has my three favorite people: the mullet lady, the old lady, and Ana.

Meeting people isn’t that hard, except that I don’t remember anyone’s name. I know enough people on campus already so that at least I can always find someone to talk to. And if I can’t find anyone to talk to, there’s always Mario Kart on my laptop 🙂

Work is stressful. It shouldn’t be. We need to hire someone else. It sucks that I have to stay over an hour late to work on something, because I didn’t have time to do it. I’m working 5 days a week, ~40 hours, and I can’t balance my time out. I took today off to go see The New Trust with Sean. So good. I’m going to start taking random days off once a week so I have more time to relax and do homework.

I had FOUR fillings last week and my teeth now KILL. I have to take Aleve every night before I go to sleep or else my mouth throbs. Fuckin dentists.

I think I might like someone :/ Okay two people, but one of them I’ve liked for 3 years soo I don’t count that. I’m fucking stupid. I obviously can’t be in a relationship right now. I guess if I updated more, these entries wouldn’t be so long.

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