www.neil.blog memo to myself. do the dumb things i gotta do. touch the puppet head.

Okay, the snow wasn’t really this deep. But I left my minivan parked in the parking lot next to my house, and it got plowed in. It’s not like I drive it, it’s dead. But I still have a license plate on there I need to take off and put on my new car, and there’s also a full tank of gas in there I need to siphon out. Mm, that should be fun.

Tomorrow is going to be fun. They already cancelled school. I’m waking up early to go over Kayleen’s, I haven’t seen her in a week, gosh! Then I don’t know what’s going on, Lauren said something about going to hang out with her. So yeah.

I also just watched American History X and that movie is fucking intense. I knew it was going to be good at the begining, in the scene where the white kids win over the basketball court. I found myself feeling happy, like someone actually won something, and the bad guys have to walk home in shame. Almost ashamed at feeling like the good guys won, and feeling sympathetic towards their cause. I can see where it’s easy to fall into a trap like that. If you know what I’m talking about.

I’m awesome, thanks for asking. I’m happy. I’m not nervous about what is coming next. I’m trying to relax. If I don’t get into a college I want, who cares? You’re only alive for so long and then you’re dead. Why be sad about anything? Such a waste of time.

Tomorrow, snowboarding, something I’ve been looking forward to since last year.

I thought I was going to get fired yesterday, some drama in the workplace. My job is safe, though. Hard to imagine I’ve been there two years already. I started there when I was fifteen. That comes out to about 2,288 hours of my life. If I had been saving my money, like I should, I’d have at least $14,000, taking in to account how much shit I buy.

I need to eat out less, maybe. I won’t. We have a 3-day weekend coming up, but some people are saying it will be longer. Whatever, I’m hanging out with Kayleen :). And maybe going to Annieface’s party. The end. Bitches get stitches.

less.than.the.positive.square.root.of.nine

EDIT five minutes later: I feel really sad right now. I’m trying to think of funny things, but all I can think of is ZomboCom, which is funny but then I go back to being sad. I need sleep.

i met a girl!

+she doesn’t have a boyfriend.

that alone should pique your interest.

i went sledding yesterday. watched garden state again. i might not graduate unless i can bring my algebra grade up. fuck math.

my phone rang three or four times while i was at moe’s, and i felt like such a cell-phone whore.