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February 27, 2007

but i’d hate anything to happen to her

Filed under: Uncategorized — lj @ 1:15 am

my life is so bizarre sometimes
i feel so awful about everything
oversleeping and still being zoned out all day

i got a new(ish) car, i turned 20, i lost my vcard. ollllllld news

tsam’s every day, too much coffee, i hate working so much and i miss school, i hope i can go back

i feel like only 3 people understand me most days (ac.cm.rm), but i’m thankful for everyone else

and i lost my canon (i think someone stole it out of my car while the mechanic had it) and i hate my new camera

also if the me of NOW had met you, instead of the 2005 version, i’m pretty sure things would be different (in a good way) and it wouldnt have taken me so long to fall in love and this really depresses me but i will figure it out someday

February 5, 2007

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Filed under: Uncategorized — lj @ 10:27 pm

the only things that made me happy today were sleeping, knitting, meatloaf, and jeopardy. i’m an old man. work was awful today, i don’t know if i can do this 40-hour week thing. it’s not even the 40 hours, it’s how much work i’m doing.. i don’t know

i really want to cry right now

oh yeah i think my brother just got thrown out, or left, my dad is sleeping on the couch, my mom is bawling. where is glenn, i’m so exhausted i don’t even care

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