www.neil.blog memo to myself. do the dumb things i gotta do. touch the puppet head.

Some fucking hooker just called me a homo. a beggar told me to never forget grunge and kurt cobain. where is a liquor store? toronto.

Entered Canada. a border guy at customs yelled at me for making that water drop noise with my mouth and made me wait in the car. it is illegal to smile here.

9 INCH NEILZ – DEBUT ALBUM OUT SOON

thanks stormy!

and yeah, what u heard is true.

I’m bored. With you. And everyone. I miss Sean. I need to see Rod more.

I don’t know anything about girls. I’m too tired to find a new one.

I don’t believe in Jesus so don’t get me anything for christmas. There are a few people who will be recieving nondenominational seasonal gifts. These things will be purchased at the Happy Birthday Mike Leslie junk store, my favorite place in Worcester. You will probably get the Snow Ghost tape/holiday joke book set. If you’re not doing anything Wednesday between 4-5pm, meet me there.

I’m going to try to get an adderall prescription. In the meantime, who’s got extra?

Going to Toronto, Dec. 14-16, with Rene and Mel. I am excited about this trip. Does anyone want to come? IT’S GOING TO BE SO FUN. I love long drives with great people, I haven’t done one since Chicago. Anyhow, there’s 2 extra seats. Let me know!!

I DON’T HAVE TIME TO KEEP UP INSTANT-MESSAGE RELATIONSHIPS WITH MY IRL FRIENDS (e-friends, continue to IM me as you please. carry on.). CALL ME BACK SOMETIME, YOU KNOW. OR, if we’re NEVER EVER going to hang out, just fucking let me know

ALSO IDONT REALLY LIKE PANIC AT THE WTF OK

Hello citizens.

Just reminding you that if you don’t vote tomorrow, you lose the right to complain about America for the next year or two. Even if you think your vote doesn’t count, or that Diebold is rigging the elections anyhow, or that your favored candidate will lose anyhow, that’s not the point.

If you’re over the age of 18 and will not be at the polls tomorrow, keep yer goddamn mouth shut until the next election. I’m not even saying who to vote for, or how to vote, just fucking do it. This is how we can be involved as citizens in a very small way. If you have an opinion on ANYTHING but don’t vote tomorrow, your opinion is WORTHLESS and I don’t want to hear from you until 2008.

Quitting school after this semester. It’s not for me right now. Life’s too short to be doing something you’re not really into. Moving out, somewhere. An apartment off of Highland St. would be ideal, close to work and my favorite Worcester things. Who wants to be my roommate? You can swing $300/month, yeah? I want to be out of my house by December or early January.

oh yeah this weekend was a success, i saw kara molly dan kelli rick and a bunch of other people. Sleeping my own bed tonight will be nice.

Dear everyone at Worcester State:
Take off your headphones, put your laptops away, and make eye contact. YOU ARE ALL SO INCREDIBLY BORING AND ANTI-SOCIAL. GET OFF MYSPACE AND BE MY FRIEND. STOP LOOKING AT THE FLOOR ALL THE TIME

Things have been nice. Classes are fine. Intro to philosophy, Intro to sociology, American gothic literature, Asian philosophy. I am hoping I can get into some not horrible Boston school for the spring semester, but we’ll see. I’m prepared to have to go to Worcester for another 2 terms :[ oh well.

Summer was mostly wrapped up with a trip to NYC with Cailah and Malloy for American Idol auditions. It was a disaster of a trip, my car broke down and we had to find a ride home. Rachel and I took the Fung Wah back to the city a few days later to get my car, and payed $470 for the privilege. It wasn’t all bad, though. I liked hanging out with Shawn; Rachel and I spent some quality time together on the 5 hour busride; I hadn’t seen Cailah in a very long time. It was just fucking expensive.

Note: never let your car die in Manhattan.

It is nice to have a crush on someone and to not already know they don’t like you back. How long has it been since that happened?

Someone please mapquest 279 10th ave NYC to worcester please because i don’t actually know how to get home. ok call me if you can help me ILU

hallo we weary travelers are on our way home, a ride having been secured.i left my car behind 🙁 o ya only adam called me, maybe i will send n00ds 2 him NO1ELSE