I’m awesome, thanks for asking. I’m happy. I’m not nervous about what is coming next. I’m trying to relax. If I don’t get into a college I want, who cares? You’re only alive for so long and then you’re dead. Why be sad about anything? Such a waste of time.
Tomorrow, snowboarding, something I’ve been looking forward to since last year.
I thought I was going to get fired yesterday, some drama in the workplace. My job is safe, though. Hard to imagine I’ve been there two years already. I started there when I was fifteen. That comes out to about 2,288 hours of my life. If I had been saving my money, like I should, I’d have at least $14,000, taking in to account how much shit I buy.
I need to eat out less, maybe. I won’t. We have a 3-day weekend coming up, but some people are saying it will be longer. Whatever, I’m hanging out with Kayleen :). And maybe going to Annieface’s party. The end. Bitches get stitches.
less.than.the.positive.square.root.of.nine
EDIT five minutes later: I feel really sad right now. I’m trying to think of funny things, but all I can think of is ZomboCom, which is funny but then I go back to being sad. I need sleep.
NEIL, CHEER UP. I AM COMING HOME TOMORROW. WE WILL ORDER CAESAR’S THIS WEEKEND. YOU SHOULD BRING KAYLEEN. ♥
Comment by ccambria — January 13, 2005 @ 4:15 am
THAT MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER <3
Comment by zig_mover — January 13, 2005 @ 4:25 am
NEIL WHAT WHY ARE YOU SADDDDDD?!!?!!? yay party ;] GET ME SOMETHING AWESOME FOR MY BIRTHDAY (REALLY CHEAP THINGS FROM GOOD WILL OR THINGS YOU FIND ON THE GROUND OR THINGS YOU MAKE ARE THE BEST)
Comment by this_is_me_emo — January 13, 2005 @ 4:17 am
OKAY IF I HAVE ITME I WANT TO MAKE YOU SOMETHING BUT I HOPEFULLY WONT FORGET KTHX. ARE YOU STILL HAVING THE PARTY ANYWAYS?
Comment by zig_mover — January 13, 2005 @ 5:53 pm
YEAH PARTY 4EVA
Comment by this_is_me_emo — January 13, 2005 @ 6:40 pm
WHAT TIME
Comment by zig_mover — January 14, 2005 @ 5:55 pm
OH UMMMMM I’LL LET YOU KNOW LATER, PROBABLY AT LIKE 7
Comment by this_is_me_emo — January 14, 2005 @ 7:04 pm
you already had me depressed when you laid down your “you’re only alive for so long and then you’re dead” line…but then you’re really sad. i can’t deal. make kayleen cheer you up cause i can’t. i would if i lived remotely close, ya know. i like what i know about her, but just make sure she knows that there is a jersey girl that would be more than happy to kick her if she makes you sad. NO MORE SADNESS, NEIL! go here http://www.snapbubbles.com if it doesn’t make you smile, i do not know what will.
Comment by soulinstilettos — January 13, 2005 @ 4:35 am
HAHAHA check out zombo.com
Comment by zig_mover — January 13, 2005 @ 5:54 pm
hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! dork. i love you.
Comment by soulinstilettos — January 13, 2005 @ 11:28 pm
” five minutes later: I feel really sad right now. I’m trying to think of funny things… funny but then I go back to being sad. I need sleep.” this is EXACTLY me this whole week. i’ve been trying so so so so so hard to smile… things that have been making me laugh are ridiculous, like my friend rob changing my msn screen name to things l like: “abercrombi grrrl” then, when i laugh, it’s like i’m in hysterics, ’cause i can’t stop….but then i get sad again…. 🙁 sorry for my rambling…
Comment by hardcoresnaps — January 13, 2005 @ 6:58 am
Yeah. Epicurean philosophy is a double edged sword. Eat, drink and be merry, for tomorrow we die. Oh crap, tomorrow?! More realistically, for every down there is an up. So hang in there. And you can transfer to another college. Or take a year off. You’ll find that very little in life is out of your control, if you chose to take the reigns. <3
Comment by rudenreckless — January 13, 2005 @ 9:21 am
i know this was meant for neil, but thank you for posting that. ive always liked epicurean philosphy. also, nice icon :oD
Comment by ramonadona — January 13, 2005 @ 11:57 pm
Oh… sorry it took so long to reply. But you’re welcome. Thanks. And thanks. You’re cool.
Comment by rudenreckless — February 4, 2005 @ 5:08 am
we really need to hang out more 🙁
Comment by _dance_magic — January 13, 2005 @ 10:28 am
i drove by your old house yesterday and i was going to stop and say hi but you dont even live there anymore. ew. call me sometime.
Comment by zig_mover — January 13, 2005 @ 5:54 pm
AOL. can we both hang out with this lady? i like her. <3 and sometimes i like her boy. like, when he doesnt call me a cracker. or throw rocks at me. or kick me. or push me really hard into freshmen and sharp open lockers and walls. or let that man from four year strong, formally of duckhunt, eat my mozzerella sticks. why cant i think of his name? and why am i leaving such a long comment in your journal? ::blushes:: IT WASNT 60 DEGREES TODAY, liar. hope you didnt crush any snowy children. i fell in love with sondre lerche today. and i got a tiny ninja in the mail. like the tiny boy in willywonka that went thru a tele, but smaller, and plastic. <3 bye! :oD
Comment by ramonadona — January 13, 2005 @ 11:54 pm
pssssssh. he has no name. nameless. just leave it at boy. but he is a wonderful boy at that. ♥ call him a cotton-headed-ninny-mugginz.
Comment by _dance_magic — January 14, 2005 @ 1:26 am
WHATISTHATFROM? cotton headed ninny muggins!? SOUNDS SO FAMILIAR. uhhhh… and, no really, what is his name? mr i play bass or something in duckhunt and now i play synth in FYS?
Comment by ramonadona — January 14, 2005 @ 3:53 am
It’s from Elf. And I have no idea.
Comment by zig_mover — January 14, 2005 @ 9:39 pm
Sadness is just the complement of happiness. Stay with it and you can discover its greater depth than happiness and its other qualities. As long as one does not identify with either pole of the sad/happy dualism, they become just part of life.
Comment by numb3r5 — January 13, 2005 @ 1:26 pm
come now neil, who expects to be happy while listening to knapsack? SLEEP!
Comment by ilove_yourmom — January 13, 2005 @ 8:36 pm
WELL THE JEALOUS SOUND MAKES ME HAPPY, SO. YOU KNOW.
Comment by zig_mover — January 18, 2005 @ 3:14 am
no i don’t know, enlighten me.
Comment by ilove_yourmom — January 18, 2005 @ 3:16 am
well duh. Knapsack=Blair from the Jealous Sound. So if the Jealous Sound makes me happy, so why wouldn’t Knapsack? DUH. Also I suppose Knapsack is different, so whatever. YOU WIN OKthx.
Comment by zig_mover — January 18, 2005 @ 3:18 am
saw you on the copeland thing…. just wanted to say i now love you…. like whoa. for listening to knapsack i seriously have never meet someone to like them or to even know them. ahhh you are my hero.
Comment by __oh_so_emo__ — January 13, 2005 @ 9:43 pm
haha actually he’s the only other person i know to listen to knapsack either.
Comment by ilove_yourmom — January 14, 2005 @ 1:44 am
Thanks. Make sure you tell yr friends about the Copeland thing 🙂
Comment by zig_mover — January 18, 2005 @ 3:15 am
just droppin in to say…HEY!
Comment by kh_bffe — January 14, 2005 @ 5:11 am
Hi. Make sure you check this, where that trick Summer stalks my journal.
Comment by zig_mover — January 18, 2005 @ 3:16 am
Neil..did you get a lip ring & forgot to tell me about it??
Comment by ________convict — January 14, 2005 @ 9:09 pm
hahahahhahah :] I actually tried replying to this comment when you made it, but you know, lj went down two seconds later.
Comment by zig_mover — January 18, 2005 @ 3:14 am
off friends list, please. thanks :-]
Comment by _taraisawesome — January 21, 2005 @ 10:27 pm
how come?
Comment by zig_mover — January 21, 2005 @ 10:40 pm