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October 19, 2005

i will follow you into the dark..

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , , , — lj @ 1:51 am

Another COMPLAINING ABOUT COLLEGE post. I HATE COLLEGE. I don’t think I’m doing this again next year. There is only 1 class that I like, and I’m not even learning anything.. I just like it.

Right now I’m supposed to be writing some “letter to the editor” for my english class, but I don’t want to do it because there is NO POINT. I’m not learning anything by doing it. FUCK what is this, high school?

Oh yeah, I’m the Business Manager for the school paper.. I have to organize all this advertising stuff, and invoice people, and do budgeting, and I’m really backed up and I’m afraid people are going to hate me.

I just want to sit here and listen to gangsta rap. And spoon with someone.

Death Cab last night was awesome. They seriously played every song I ever wanted them to play, including Photobooth and I Was A Kaliedoscope, which made me think of Rachel because 3 years ago before we really knew each other, she told me to download that song and then we hung out and listened to it and it was the first time we hung out. I love Rachel. Went with Rene, Eric L, and his girlfriend. Met up with Tiel between sets. It was a good time.

SO GOOD, in fact, that Crystalyn and I are attending Death Cab’s performance in Providence this weekend. I’m excited because, though I don’t miss Death Cab, I dearly miss Crystalyn and can’t wait for Saturday.


  1. HAHA!! Oh man I totally remember that!!! That was before anyone really knew them…I just thought they had a weird name so I downloaded some stuff…that song reminds me of you too! 🙂 Miss you. xo

    Comment by tuneofyourdeath — October 19, 2005 @ 6:06 am

  2. lol death cabs for the cuties!!

    Comment by zig_mover — October 21, 2005 @ 5:43 am

  3. hi neil remember a million posts ago when i told you not to be an english major because YOU ALREADY KNOW HOW TO READ. this is my fourth year doing this, and it is the worst. unless i get a good editing job someday. GET OUT WHILE YOU CAN. do some computer stuff.

    Comment by unodostracy — October 19, 2005 @ 2:05 pm


    Comment by zig_mover — October 21, 2005 @ 5:44 am

  5. oops 🙁

    Comment by unodostracy — October 21, 2005 @ 4:49 pm

  6. Don’t leave me alone at Woo State. Who will hang out with me in the commuter lounge if I don’t have you??

    Comment by jeedai — October 19, 2005 @ 2:12 pm

  7. creeps

    Comment by zig_mover — October 21, 2005 @ 5:44 am

  8. on college: im not the wise older cousin who knows what to tell you. but its easy to underwstand what you mean when i felt/feel the same way. its a world of requirements that are pointless, deadlines that are also pointless, and a million people who cant think for themselves. its pointless (especially an english/creative writing degree, which im also going after). i dont know what to tell you, cause i dont know what im doing either. still, figuring this is out is the most fun ive ever had. on death cab: ill be at the providence show too. lets meet up.

    Comment by nomedigas — October 19, 2005 @ 5:48 pm

  9. i kind of just want to learn, but it’s not working so far. i don’t have a long-term goal. call my cell saturday: 774-276-0679. i’m going right to providence from work so i won’t be able to find you before the show, but we can try to do something after if you’d like. so call me before the show.. or something. i’m bad at plans.

    Comment by zig_mover — October 21, 2005 @ 5:43 am

  10. i`m so excited i can`t breathe!

    Comment by off_stage — October 19, 2005 @ 9:29 pm

  11. !!!!

    Comment by zig_mover — October 21, 2005 @ 5:43 am

  12. gangsta rap and spooning? wow both fun but not at the same time…well okay raps not fun

    Comment by its_my_damage — October 19, 2005 @ 11:40 pm

  13. how would u kno about spooning? you dont even like my forks!

    Comment by cuteandpunky — October 20, 2005 @ 12:48 am

  14. “I just want to sit here and listen to gangsta rap. And spoon with someone.” wow. probably the most ironic sentence ever in the history of man. ilu for it. isn’t it amazing how we love deathcab, that’s obvious, because the music is genius; however, everyone seems to have some sort of sentimental attachment to the music also… i have many, but for one, the night of the death cab concert in central park was probably one of the best nights of my life, cause of a boy 😡 anyway, you’re a freshman. of course your classes suck. sorry, we all gotta go through it. suck it up and finish out your frosh year…it gets better.

    Comment by soulinstilettos — October 20, 2005 @ 5:21 am

  15. don’t touch the railings

    Comment by panda518 — October 20, 2005 @ 10:41 pm

  16. the hiv

    Comment by zig_mover — October 21, 2005 @ 5:43 am

  17. nice seeing you tonight lets go bike riding this week!!

    Comment by moving_figures — October 23, 2005 @ 4:17 am

  18. I wrote a ‘letter to the editor’ thing in like fifth grade, dude.

    Comment by thearmy — October 27, 2005 @ 1:27 am

  19. hey umm i jsut wanted to say hi and how come u havent sent me a friend invite on myspace? anywho umm ill talk to u later c ya p.s. umm im the pink care bear on myspace (under it it is jennifer)

    Comment by anonymous — November 29, 2005 @ 8:13 pm

  20. hi ummmmmm jennifer, i don’t want to be friends with someone who has a pink care bear for an icon. sorry.

    Comment by zig_mover — December 1, 2005 @ 5:44 am

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