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April 21, 2006

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Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: — lj @ 5:26 am

I can’t sleep. The truck idling outside my window isn’t helping. I don’t like anything or anyone right now. I started a new job. It is going to be good. More details soon. New Jersey next month. I am excited. When school is over I will be able to sleep in guiltlessly. I am going to work regular daytime hours so I will have more than 2 days a week to see friends. If they haven’t forgotten about me yet. I’m past the point of missing people, at this point it’s more about wondering who still wants me in their life.

One month ago I was bouncing checks. Right now I have almost two thousand dollars in the bank. Due to a computer error, apparently, my car insurance is only $39 a month, where it should be $139 a month. I have enough to afford a new camera, some film, and a lot of ice cream. I am smiling as I type this because I really like ice cream.

It sucks when my body is set for nighttime hours

you know when you realize you’re (as) over someone (as you’re going to be), do you feel guilty? it makes me feel terrible. but also relieved.

an old friend wants to start talking again. what a good idea! what are the haps, old friends

16 Comments »

  1. I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WAS LACTOSE AND TOLERANT FOR LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE UP UNTIL LAST YEAR

    Comment by this_is_me_emo — April 21, 2006 @ 1:25 pm

  2. no u dummy its “LACK TOAST’

    Comment by zig_mover — April 22, 2006 @ 3:23 am

  3. hi! take intro to sociology on MW 3-415 with hormel. DO IT. OR diversity in psychology (its a womens studies class?) with wagner mw 130-245

    Comment by blownfuses — April 21, 2006 @ 1:47 pm

  4. aw! im taking intro to sociology! just not at that time. damn.

    Comment by infinityxcubed — April 21, 2006 @ 3:35 pm

  5. WE ARE TAKING A CLASS TOGETHER

    Comment by zig_mover — April 24, 2006 @ 9:26 am

  6. I can’t beliiiieve you’re going to that show. I’m officially LEAVING New Jersey that morning to come home. I booked my flight before it was announced and now I’m killing myself over it. 🙁 🙁 🙁

    Comment by xcarex — April 21, 2006 @ 2:49 pm

  7. i know that this is probably not the situation that you are dealing with, but i feel guilty after i “get over” a death in the family. i feel like a complete asshole because it looks like i don’t care about them anymore.

    Comment by panda518 — April 21, 2006 @ 2:58 pm

  8. no, i think this is what i mean i’m glad we hung out the other day, i had fun thank you.

    Comment by zig_mover — April 24, 2006 @ 9:26 am

  9. wasnt last night the worst night to sleep for whatever reason?

    Comment by nomedigas — April 21, 2006 @ 3:51 pm

  10. i didn’t get to sleep until 1pm today. awful.

    Comment by zig_mover — April 22, 2006 @ 3:24 am

  11. I got your Myspace comment and have decided to oblige by making an appearance in Mass. Still not sure how I want to get there or how long I want to stay but the fact remains, I will be there. And you and I will have to hang out =]

    Comment by scottfp — April 21, 2006 @ 5:07 pm

  12. GOOD

    Comment by zig_mover — April 22, 2006 @ 7:38 am

  13. I’m past the point of missing people, at this point it’s more about wondering who still wants me in their life. I’m feeling this way too. So, lets build forts, and draw with chalk, and ride bikes, and have a BBQ this summer ok?

    Comment by whiskywaterkiss — April 21, 2006 @ 5:15 pm

  14. we need more inside jokes. i want a bbq. pick a date for this. i want hot dogs a lot.

    Comment by zig_mover — April 22, 2006 @ 7:39 am

  15. [hasnt forgotten about you]

    Comment by off_stage — April 22, 2006 @ 3:20 am

  16. ball’s in your court, crystalyn.

    Comment by zig_mover — April 22, 2006 @ 8:35 am

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