www.neil.blog memo to myself. do the dumb things i gotta do. touch the puppet head.

February 27, 2007

but i’d hate anything to happen to her

Filed under: Uncategorized — lj @ 1:15 am

my life is so bizarre sometimes
i feel so awful about everything
oversleeping and still being zoned out all day

i got a new(ish) car, i turned 20, i lost my vcard. ollllllld news

tsam’s every day, too much coffee, i hate working so much and i miss school, i hope i can go back

i feel like only 3 people understand me most days (ac.cm.rm), but i’m thankful for everyone else

and i lost my canon (i think someone stole it out of my car while the mechanic had it) and i hate my new camera

also if the me of NOW had met you, instead of the 2005 version, i’m pretty sure things would be different (in a good way) and it wouldnt have taken me so long to fall in love and this really depresses me but i will figure it out someday


  1. lets go to the junk store soon and go out to eat and complain to each other. also, come back to school. usa jim, al-kaleem, and i miss you.

    Comment by blownfuses — February 27, 2007 @ 1:09 pm

  2. YES happy birthday ana, what are you doing thursday or friday?

    Comment by zig_mover — March 1, 2007 @ 3:40 am

  3. hey neil. i know i was being insensitive to your situation last night but really im there for you. kinda like on that episode of seinfeld “IM THEEEERRREEE FOR YOU” lets go to savers and nancy chang or tortilla sams or whateverrr and then do the whole vinyl business. and you can cry on my shoulder.

    Comment by red_pumps — February 27, 2007 @ 5:33 pm

  4. okay i still cant im you aim doesnt want us to be friends anymore :((( k but i get all your ims and you can just imagine my responses—this is how we will talk from now on (imaginary friends sup) YOU MISS SCHOOL?!$)!*$% talk to you later NEILFACEICECREAMPANTSMOONBUTTON!

    Comment by this_is_me_emo — February 27, 2007 @ 8:11 pm

  5. i h8 aimpro I MISS SCHOOL SOMETIMES like when i’m waking up at 830 to go for a job that i hate and when i want to LEARN

    Comment by zig_mover — March 1, 2007 @ 5:14 pm

  6. “you want internet relations?”

    Comment by culdesaccharine — February 27, 2007 @ 8:43 pm

  7. has u ever done the romaces

    Comment by zig_mover — March 1, 2007 @ 5:10 pm

  8. hey its good to hear from you. i hope you shit rules. you’ve got a place to rest wherever i am.

    Comment by songkran — February 27, 2007 @ 9:02 pm

  9. thanks

    Comment by zig_mover — March 1, 2007 @ 5:10 pm

  10. we all change so much in such a short time it’s so weird to look back and realize that we are a completely different person. but at least you seem to be happy with the changes you have made. kind of. and that’s good, right? sometimes i just wish i could rewind, though. (ugh barflameemoline)

    Comment by courderoy — February 27, 2007 @ 10:25 pm

  11. and please don’t feel awful. seriously. i’ve been feeling awful lately too. and basically all i do is eat my feelings. and so i never stop. it doesn’t stop.

    Comment by courderoy — February 27, 2007 @ 10:26 pm

  12. i’m happy with the changes but wish i was this person 2 years ago 🙁

    Comment by zig_mover — March 1, 2007 @ 3:40 am

  13. rm better stand for rachel marie

    Comment by haloed_eyes — February 28, 2007 @ 4:42 am

  14. but it probably stands for rod macdonald

    Comment by haloed_eyes — February 28, 2007 @ 4:43 am

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