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September 20, 2013

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July 28, 2013

deleted drunk entry

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not sure what that said anyhow

July 21, 2013

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July 14, 2013

Protected: never kept me up before, now i’ve been awake for days

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December 2, 2012

Protected: i guess i’m still here

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June 18, 2012

Mothers News 2012 Fundraiser Still In Full Effect

Filed under: friends,Uncategorized — npd @ 8:23 pm

mothers newsI keep neglecting to write about my own fundraising efforts (maybe later tonight) but instead, would like to remind you about theĀ Mothers News 2012 Fundraiser. Mothers News is a Real Newspaper with Real News, comics, ideas, and is generally the only good reason to check the mail, if your friends are like most of mine and don’t return postcards.

Mothers News is edited by Jacob Berendes, whose endeavors and projects have continued to impress and inspire me, and I look forward to the 3rd year of the Paper of Record. The fundraiser has reached its goal, so any money donated beyond this point will only further enable the project’s stated mission of “design[ing] and manufactur[ing] a craft that would take a human occupant into outer space.” I’m happy to support this project!

There are 12 days left, as of this writing, so donate now, which is really a Subscription at most levels, and let me tell you, it is well worth it.

June 4, 2012

Protected: please check out my Kickstarter!

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July 26, 2011


Filed under: Uncategorized — lj @ 11:21 pm

I can’t believe it’s been over two years since I wrote here. I guess, after where I left it, nothing else seemed to matter. i miss maura all the time, so incredibly hard. Megan is the only person in my everyday life who understands. Of course our old friends know exactly how I feel, but it’s weird to think that none of my NYC friends know who she is, Megan only knows because I talked about her all the time, and was there when I got the call. The demarcations between old and new, I feel, are drawn by this.

I didn’t start typing in here to be that kind of entry, so I’ll cut it short.

I’m doing really well in Brooklyn. Megan and I have been together for 3 years, I’ve been gainfully employed in IT for over 2 of those years, and I’m quite happy. It took a while to settle down, but I’m getting there. I’m not as lost, lonely, or confused as the days when I had to write here every day- as a way to sort out how I felt, and as a way of getting input on how maybe I should feel. I’m more secure, stable, content.

I’m still around- email is best, phone calls are OK too, and if you’re ever in NYC and want to get a cup of coffee, I’d love to see you again.

Hope you’re well. Goodbye!

March 15, 2009

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Filed under: Uncategorized — lj @ 10:18 pm

I’m confused. I’ve never had to deal with the loss of someone I was this close to. I’ve never felt closer to another person- never felt as though- well- I know she got my last letter, my drunken chicken scratch making sure she knew how much she meant to me and how much she was the impetus for my move to New York (it was one year ago last week).

I love you I love you I love you

C. said he wont know what to do when he goes home and she’s not there to jump out with her arms spread and yell and make everyone everything okay

I love ytou

January 18, 2009

lookit these pix

Filed under: Uncategorized — lj @ 8:36 pm

hay friends
things in nyc are okay!

i got a job, doing IT work. it’s great. i go all over the city fixing different things. i work hard, i am good at what i do, i enjoy it, i dont sit in a boring office (or at my house) reading message boards all day anymore.

Moving in with my girlfriend next week. Relatively nervous. I think it will be nice, though. What should I expect? Tips? HALP

here is a picture of meg and i. check my flickr for a couple more from the summer.

Arnold Palmers

Coney Island boardwalk

that’s all for now.
love, neil

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