went to a bar where i had been with margaret once before. i was with amanda f, her friend; and ryan from work, i think? we were sitting at a round table with people we didnt really know. someone asked if we knew ana, and said he worked with her. ryan and i said .. "we work with her.. what?" and the kid started saying he worked at a neighborhoodies franchise on the campus of some college. then told a story that started with "so this guy came in todya and wanted a tshrit" and it was just like i would have told. very strange.
i had 2 wallets at the bar, one with r's ID in it and one with mine. i wasn't asked for either, but i got the new wallet in a different part of the dream. i remember everyone panicking about the end of the world. my dad was super mad all the time. i couldn't find a video game he was talking about, but i had played it the day before. it was either on an old 486, or a NES emulator, or a virtual machine. but he kept yelling about windows being open and heat being on and kids making messes and how things were going to change around this house
but i didnt even live with him it was just scary
Labels: dreams, family
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 1:48 PM ..
i'm bugged at my old man
so i recognized that something was wrong with my body, i took the responsible, necessary steps to take care of it, and i feel so much better about everything. so why is my adderall prescription a big deal? it completely should not be
i'm mostly upset because i've honestly been making an effort to get him to like me. saturday afternoon was spent fixing the kitchen sink, i thought it was great, we did something together and i was proud of that (because really, what do i care about that sink for? i never even use that faucet)
so i don't really know how to approach it.. he thinks i'm some kind of drug abuser lazy whatever.. i'm fine not talking about it but apparently this needs to be discussed.
Labels: drugs, family